its the fourth day i did not talk to human ..
well its "human" ignored me or maybe i did not talk to "human" at first ..
i hate the feeling ..
it was like we didnt noe each other at all ..
sometimes "human" seems to ignore me when i say something ..
or maybe "human" just didnt hear me ..
but i really hate the feeling .. it was so hurt ..
i told myself maybe "human" really didnt hear me ..
but i had a feeling that "human" doesnt want to answer me ..
maybe it was bcos of our distance ..
we were far ..
so our relationship became bad .. TT
today .. "human" maybe hear me saying something and laughed ..
maybe it was bcos of other humans talking that made "human" feel funny ..
it musnt be what i say that was funny ..
i wonder why we just cant talk like normal friends ..
i was like wanted to talk "human" ..
but i just cant start the conversation ..
i dont have a topic ..
i cant even find a topic to chat ..
even on msn .. i dont even noe wad to chat with "human"
why cant we just talk normally like we are friends ??!!